I love watching my wife getting herself ready to go meet a lover. Shaving herself to present it to him and picking out her outfit, packing things to take along, like candles, music, etc. She gets all nervous, and begins acting kind of "guilty", and also distances herself from me in a unique way that I've come to recognize. Initially, I didn't like how she pulled away from me, but I came to understand it, and now it's a turn-on.
Then she drives away, and there's a cycle of emotions. First, a rush of "it's on now, and no way to stop it even if I wanted to", followed by a sort of boring period, where I know she's just driving or that nothing has begun to happen yet. Then it becomes exciting, as I am aware that things may be begun. When a long time has passed, it becomes definite that something has happened, and/or is still happening.
With luck, but only on occasion, if he leaves the room to get ice or something, she'll call me to let me know some details. Wow! So hot, and especially when she has to rush off because he's coming back (they never know that I know).
And of course, finally, when she walks in the door. Looking a bit disheveled, and always with a sheepish half-smile. Yum. Doesn't happen often, which only makes it that much more of a thrill when it does!
Then she drives away, and there's a cycle of emotions. First, a rush of "it's on now, and no way to stop it even if I wanted to", followed by a sort of boring period, where I know she's just driving or that nothing has begun to happen yet. Then it becomes exciting, as I am aware that things may be begun. When a long time has passed, it becomes definite that something has happened, and/or is still happening.
With luck, but only on occasion, if he leaves the room to get ice or something, she'll call me to let me know some details. Wow! So hot, and especially when she has to rush off because he's coming back (they never know that I know).
And of course, finally, when she walks in the door. Looking a bit disheveled, and always with a sheepish half-smile. Yum. Doesn't happen often, which only makes it that much more of a thrill when it does!