I don’t know if I should drop it

Hello everyone,

I’m looking for some honest advice. I really want to share my wife and have put the question to her a good few times over the last 18 months and it seems to be a hard no. She’s aware I’ve had MMF, FFM and FFMM with my ex and she did ask some questions. However, she shuts it down when I ask her to get involved.

There are little instances when she almost suggests and hints at, especially during sex. She’s said how she wants bigger and has had a lot bigger in the past. And recently she’s mentioned a guy at work that she likes, so I brought his name up during sex, which seemed to turn her on. Then all of a sudden she tells me to stop. I can tell there is something there, more so because of how wet she gets when I do say something….. but suddenly tells me to stop it and firmly.

When we watch any MMF porn, she’s very wet, then when she cums losing interest again.

She also said if she was going to cheat, she’d just do it, with me not involved. Again, I’m at a loss, because there are these little glimmers that she might want to do it. Or am I over reading and hoping too much?

I hope the above makes some sense. Can anybody give advice or share of a similar experience with their wife and how did it pan out?

Thanks,