I am a wannabe cuck with no evidence to support that fact ever changing. Until recently
Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.
This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.
Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.
If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?
Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.
This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.
Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.
If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?