Humiliating?

I am a wannabe cuck with no evidence to support that fact ever changing. Until recently

Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.

This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.

Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.

If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?
 
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I am a wannabe cuck with no evidence to support that fact ever changing. Until recently

Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.

This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.

Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.

If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?
I'm sure she is already getting her needs met...she knows you can't do doggy but tried anyway then got mad.. she is testing the waters to see how u respond...trust me she wants to chuck you
 
I am a wannabe cuck with no evidence to support that fact ever changing. Until recently

Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.

This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.

Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.

If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?
You are a prime candidate to be a cuck if you are not big enough to satisfy her. You will have to admit it to yourself and to her that you don’t have what is needed to satisfy her forever. Make it clear you want to be there for her but she will have to find bigger cocks outside of your relationship
 
I am a wannabe cuck with no evidence to support that fact ever changing. Until recently

Me and my fiancé have had a decent sex life but have always struggled with lasting very long the first go round, second go was usually where I thrived. That’s been slowly changing and I can tell that she notices.

This past week, during sex, I humiliated myself twice, but thinking back on it has be bricked up. First was when I was going to take off her bra while kissing and I just couldn’t get it for the life of me. She kinda scolded me for not being able to do something so simple as taking her bra off without looking. Then, she got in to her favorite position, doggy, eager for me and I struggled because of my size to the point she scolded again and turned on her back for missionary.

Then she kinda mentioned in passing later on, hinting that I should be a little nicer to her or I wouldn’t be getting anymore. She’s never done that before. In the moment, it definitely hurt, but now I’m obsessed with the whole thing.

If I can’t perform her favorite position because of my size, is there a chance she will look outside of me to satisfy that need? If so, how do I tell and is there a way to turn this in to the lifestyle, or am I doomed to be a cuck while she satisfies herself in the future?
You should buy her a nice sized dildo and start sucking it and let her catch you sucking her toy
If she likes seeing that you are all set to become a cock sucking cuck
 
You are a prime candidate to be a cuck if you are not big enough to satisfy her. You will have to admit it to yourself and to her that you don’t have what is needed to satisfy her forever. Make it clear you want to be there for her but she will have to find bigger cocks outside of your relationship
It’s kind of a running joke in our relationship that I’m not that big and I don’t last long. Not really a secret between us
 
I am a swinger/cuck hubby with 26 years experience and i can say with relative certainty that a women generally won't seek big cocks outside of marriage no matter how dissatisfied she is with your pindick. And if she does she is not likely to tell you about it. So the best way to turn your kink a Lifestyle is by communication. But this needs to be done carefully as well bc it will probably repulse her if you just blurt out "i wanna be a cuckold and watch you fuck hung guys".

Mention it's just a naughty fantasy you have nothing more. Plant the seed gently in her mind. Revisit the fantasy with her during se when she's turned on - but again only as fantasy roleplay.

The way my wife and i made the leap was by going to nude beaches. At first we just enjoyed watching and showing off but that inevitably lead to moments like "Look at the size of that cock!" and "Do you like his abs and ass?" etc... Then after doing that for a couple years a handsome naked stranger flirted with her and the net thing you know he was in bed with us.