How should you feel when your ear is on the wall

I'm 62 with a sexy not shared 46yo redhead wife of 20yrs, if I was put there, a big part of me would want to listen and peep 2c just how hot she would be with a new cock up inside her sweet hot yearning pussy, But the my jealousy couldn't be held off long enough for them to finish, tho I know at that point is want 2c her split wide n streached open. wow typing this has made the shin on my cock feel way to small for it,.