Hi all, joined a couple days ago, glad to find you all. I’m not sure if I’m a cuck or not, but I really want to be. I mean that I don’t know if my wife if fucking someone else/others or not. I think she is, but can’t be sure. We are 52 (me) and 45 (her). Married for 22 years. We haven’t had any intimate contact for about 7 years. Before that it was rare and never good. I’m pretty small, about 4” hard. The most intimacy we have is her joking about my size. She claims to not enjoy sex, but I’m pretty sure that means sex with me. She was a teenage slut when I met her with a reputation that she was a sure thing with a couple drinks in her. After dating a couple of months we exchanged body counts, mine was 2, she claimed 26! I knew I was a cuckold even then, so I was in love!!! The longer we dated, the less sex we had. By the time we were married I was already begging for it and she said it would ge/t better once we were married. Of course it did not. Now, there is much evidence to point to a long history of fucking others, but I have never caught her and she is the queen of denial and very convincing. I have told her many, many times that it is OK if she is cheating, I just want to know. Instead, I just sit at home alone and masturbate, hoping she is enjoying herself. Oh yeah, over the years of being shunned for sex, I have no desire to do it with her any longer. She never enjoyed it and was pretty mean about it so I became averse to it.
Thanks for reading and feel free to reach out
Thanks for reading and feel free to reach out
