Girlfriend F20 found out about my M21 secret kink ?
So I have a girlfriend… we’ve been dating for a year and a half now but she always goes through my phone when I’m sleeping so I guess I don’t do a good job of hiding it. Yesterday there was a family party and we both got drunk I was way more drunk but we started having sex. For context I have more or less trained her to call herself a snowbunny and get herself to say stuff like “fuck my white pussy” that type of stuff but sometimes it was like she didn’t budge at all and not say those words well we were drunk and I just kept telling her “What do you really want” While in her and I was so drunk I don’t really remember how it happened I think she ended up naming things saying what do I really want like me not her and eventually she mentioned threesomes and guy and I think she could tell it turned me on I even said what type of guys and she just kept responding ‘n words’ but it lead to her saying that she’s seen cuckolding videos before on my phone, and I kept questioning what else she said she saw bbc on my phone too… well she kept telling me if this is what I really want and I said yes then it ended up with her suggesting we put some of the porn on the tv and so I put bbc
porn on the tv and kept telling her to watch pushing her head.
But I fumbled afterwards and l started saying stuff like I was gonna break up with her but don’t really want to really I thought this would never happen but I feel like shes the perfect girl for me now… the problem is that I don’t know how to go about things now she seems a little iffy about yesterday like she took back all the stuff she was saying she refuses that she asked to put porn first and seems to shut the idea down but its only been the morning after I already see it affecting her like she was telling me that she wanted me to “fill her white pussy up” something shes never said before and whenever I call her snowbunny after what happened I feel like I can see the porn flashing in her head because her face contorts into so much pleasure or like its really getting to her mentally.
Honestly today I told her lets drink at night and with a hope of recreating the previous night And how could I get her to relax and tell me anything ‘unfaithful’ because she always denies ever looking at other men/searching up cuckold porn/ searching up bbc. I feel like shes not as open now to the idea as last night or was it the alcohol should I try to pry more tonight when she drunk again ?
So I have a girlfriend… we’ve been dating for a year and a half now but she always goes through my phone when I’m sleeping so I guess I don’t do a good job of hiding it. Yesterday there was a family party and we both got drunk I was way more drunk but we started having sex. For context I have more or less trained her to call herself a snowbunny and get herself to say stuff like “fuck my white pussy” that type of stuff but sometimes it was like she didn’t budge at all and not say those words well we were drunk and I just kept telling her “What do you really want” While in her and I was so drunk I don’t really remember how it happened I think she ended up naming things saying what do I really want like me not her and eventually she mentioned threesomes and guy and I think she could tell it turned me on I even said what type of guys and she just kept responding ‘n words’ but it lead to her saying that she’s seen cuckolding videos before on my phone, and I kept questioning what else she said she saw bbc on my phone too… well she kept telling me if this is what I really want and I said yes then it ended up with her suggesting we put some of the porn on the tv and so I put bbc
porn on the tv and kept telling her to watch pushing her head.
But I fumbled afterwards and l started saying stuff like I was gonna break up with her but don’t really want to really I thought this would never happen but I feel like shes the perfect girl for me now… the problem is that I don’t know how to go about things now she seems a little iffy about yesterday like she took back all the stuff she was saying she refuses that she asked to put porn first and seems to shut the idea down but its only been the morning after I already see it affecting her like she was telling me that she wanted me to “fill her white pussy up” something shes never said before and whenever I call her snowbunny after what happened I feel like I can see the porn flashing in her head because her face contorts into so much pleasure or like its really getting to her mentally.
Honestly today I told her lets drink at night and with a hope of recreating the previous night And how could I get her to relax and tell me anything ‘unfaithful’ because she always denies ever looking at other men/searching up cuckold porn/ searching up bbc. I feel like shes not as open now to the idea as last night or was it the alcohol should I try to pry more tonight when she drunk again ?
