So, have you had serious discussions about how things are going to be now? You aren't married, right, or no kids? If not, you can really see if this is what you thought you wanted. As long as your happy and you aren't being denied sexual opportunities, then give it a spin. If it turns out horrible then this girl wasn't the girl for you. Either she's sensitive to your feelings and needs or she's out to shove it in your face and take joy in your suffering. Unless if suffering makes you happy then you win again, you'll probably get lots of it.I came to terms with being closeted as a cuck, so I took to here because I knew people would tell me to go ahead and become a cuck. It was the push I wanted and needed. If I went to an actual forum for help they would tell me to leave her, but I wanted people to tell me to accept my fate because deep down it's what I've been wanting to do.
I'm interested if you already have rules.