So to make things simple my gf told me she knew about my cuckold kink one night while we were drinking since she found it looking through my reddit. She just asked me “what is cuckold?” and that she also saw bbc cuckold searches on my reddit account as well. Well I was drunk too so I told her what it was and then she asked me if I wanted to put it on the tv and of course I put it on I was real drunk I doubt I would of if I was sober. It was really hot and made me cum super hard we ended up watching that type of porn for a few days but not even a week passed something started to bother me. I could feel that she was starting to treat me as less of a man so to speak, like for example she always takes out the trash never back talks but after all that cuckold stuff she tried refusing my order to take out the trash saying “Shouldn’t a real man be taking out the trash”. Well that’s actually the comment that made me take a whole step back and start thinking about things. It wasn’t even long that we were watching the porn and she was changing already thats what scared me I guess. Like I told her to suck it too while we were watching the interracial videos and then I told her to touch herself she had her vibrator and then I saw her getting really into it forgetting to suck me and just focusing all her energy on the bbc and vibrator I guess that really turned me on but after I came it made me have a bad feeling like I got furious at her tbh. Like I remember clearly still there was a black guy on tv and she started sucking my finger sexually so basically she was getting turned on just by looking at them. The thing that really got me though truly is that she started acting like she didn’t wanna suck/have sex or maybe she was just waiting until I brought up the videos. I would ask her if she wanted to watch them to ‘stay up’ I would wait until she acted sleepy. Well with all those reasons then I told her I didn’t wanna keep doing the cuckold stuff that it was bad for our relationship that it wasn’t healthy. She didn’t push back one bit but I could tell she got a bit mad I could just see it. Now I feel like I still feel the effects like she use to randomly rub my bulge when she wanted to do it but its like I have to start it all the time now. Also before she found out about the cuckolding I had her used to being called a white slut and snowbunny while we had sex she would call herself both words but now when we do it she rarely calls herself a “white slut”. Like literally last time I did it with her I could hear her starting to say “Fuck my white pussy” but she like caught herself and said pink instead. And then I kept fucking her and fucking her and it literally felt like she didn’t orgasm until I started calling her a white slut myself. The last time she called herself that I put a regular movie with a bunch of black actors and I could see her watching the tv while we did it making faces. And after she asked me are you mad ? I asked mad at what and she made some shit up but I knew what she was really talking about. We’re good sexually I always make her orgasm it’s just that she barely starts sex now. But even with all this the cuckold stuff is all I think about still I wanna bring up the videos again but it would be really awkward to bring it up now, and I wonder if I am truly a cuckold if I get so mad to the point that I wanna break up. Should I just never bring it up too because honestly I did not like how she was starting to act after the deed like she was losing all her respect for me as a man and starting to like black men instead
Getting mad when I try to get my girl to cuckold me need help rekindling the fantasy or should I not ?
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It's def dangerous to do this stuff with a "girlfriend". No reason for a gf to stick around and she may want what she describes as a "real man". It's just odd, this whole cuckold thing, and it's a very easy way to lose a partner and to have a partner lose respect for you. You should have started way less direct and worked up to that later. As it is, she's going to eventually find black men for her sexual pleasure and you've told her you're in to that, just by your behavior. Not sure how you put this genie back in the bottle.
So should I just cut my losses and break up with her ? I swear to god something feels different now she doesn’t initiate sex anymore like she use to and it’s been on my mind making me feel angry I guess you could say that she sees me as not a “real man” anymore
Its not going back in the bottle, just as true as 'once the egg is cracked' she will never forget, and once a bare naked bbc has split into her wide n deep floods her yearning hot pussy with his poten baby making batter she is Thrilled and Blacked, instant addiction,, i hope she keeps you around and enjoys how eazy you learned to cleanup while his dripping bbc hangs real close as u eat his cum from her flooded messy pussy,
You really need to talk to her and sort this whole thing out. This isn't going well.
Well you’re saying stuff like it can’t be taken back I should jus break up with her then no?
Its a very dangerous game you have sought to introduce and play, most women loose respect for their man in suggesting this. Writing "she refused my order to put out the trash" say a lot too about your relationship and you.
The key to becoming a successful cuck is communication, trust, a joint desire to enter this lifestyle and love, to mention just a few points.
Unfortunately i see none of these in what you write.
Females also find it easy to cheat without the added complication of a boyfriend involved or knowing, so you may be nearer to becoming a true traditional cuck ie, without knowing it than you realise.
I have been a cuck husband for over 30 years.
The key to becoming a successful cuck is communication, trust, a joint desire to enter this lifestyle and love, to mention just a few points.
Unfortunately i see none of these in what you write.
Females also find it easy to cheat without the added complication of a boyfriend involved or knowing, so you may be nearer to becoming a true traditional cuck ie, without knowing it than you realise.
I have been a cuck husband for over 30 years.
That's not what I said. That's entirely up to you. I would talk to her first and try to get it sorted out. Unless you don't really care about her, then just do as you please. In any case, never make this mistake again.
Well to be honest I want to keep watching the bbc porn with her like we were watching this actress that looks like her and I even told her that before we even started being in a relationship when we were dating I would watch her and imagine it was my gf her name is hotwife brooke blaze and I’m pretty sure she is a queen of spades so her videos are almost all cucking interracial but the last two times I asked if she wanted to watch porn she said no, and last night I kept tellin her to give me head but not letting her then I asked if she wanted to watch porn and she said no I said I’m gonna go to sleep for work tmr then since I woke up in the middle of the night when I was telling her this and then she was like “Oh so now you want to go to sleep”
shouldn't have bring that up while you're drunk. Or maybe she already known and just find a way to put you down
Stop the BBC porn stuff, stop the "cuck" stuff, stop the "hotwife" stuff and just try to be normal in a discussion with her. She's sending you a signal that she's not as in to giving you a BJ while you watch porn. She has work, and a normal life. If you keep pushing the bad vibes you won't get her back to normal and this will all be over. I'm not sure why you keep asking her about porn, etc. It seems odd to normal people and while it may be fun once in awhile, it can't be an all the time thing...IMHO
What like you mean it was fucked for her to bring it up? We were both drunk I think
Well idk your acting like I brought it up in thw first place she was the one who asked me about it and asked to put the porn on the tv first but I’ve decided to just tell her this
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That's a great start...(no idea what that "single" part means though) talking about all of this while SOBER is the best path...best of luck..
Like telling her I want to break up and be single, talk about what tho like what do I tell her
I don't know..sounds like your just throwing it all away without trying to figure it out.
What do I talk to her about tho ? I mean everything I said was when we were still watching the cuckold stuff but honest to god she has been acting more and more normal she’s treating me like a man again ig the only thing that really bothers me now is the initiating sex thing she doesnt do it like she use to but she’ll still suck it any time I tell her and I still make her orgasm every time we have sex I mean just a few days ago while we were having sex she literally told me “Your muscles are so sexy they turn me on so much” and I’m pretty sure she wasn’t lying because she was kissing all over my chest and arms so it’s not like I’m afraid of her leaving me and other women have been sending me hearts to my stories and asking me to hangout so it’s not like I’m in any trouble at all if she leaves me I could easily just get another girlfriend
Well it sucks always thought I was gonna keep it a secret and never tell her but she brought it up now is all I think about
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