Ive been on this site for long time and anyone who has chatted with me knows the story.
I found this site looking for advice and other peoples stories of how they got started into this lifestyle. My wife is very conservative and its unlikely that there was ever any chance, but i enjoy the fantasy.
I have tried making subtle hints and things that didnt cross the line into fully committed to telling her. For the last year, i had essentially given up on the idea. The other day there was an interesting event tho.
We were home alone and having a great time together and making the most of it. We had been going for a good while and i told her i couldnt keep up and needed to bring in some help just as a joke. She whispered no but it seemed like her body responded to it. I said it again and again she said no but things seemed to keep getting more intense.
I didnt mention what the help was. It could have been toys(which we have and use) or anything. But it seems like she knew what i actually meant even if said jokingly.
The next day in text i decided to again mention needing help jokingly thru text. She said i didnt need any help and feeling bold i asked but what if i want some help. (Again i didnt say what kind of help)
She kind of ignored it but i pushed a little and she responded with what if i dont want you to have help? And why would you want help?
Im afraid i messed up here and kind of chickened out by just saying i was getting old and couldnt keep up but wanted her to be able to have fun.
So, is it all in my head or did she actually know what i meant and did her body respond? Did i mess up this chance ive been waiting on for so long? Or is it a first step down a long road?
I know that no one else can answer as they dont know us. I am interested in peoples thoughts tho.
I found this site looking for advice and other peoples stories of how they got started into this lifestyle. My wife is very conservative and its unlikely that there was ever any chance, but i enjoy the fantasy.
I have tried making subtle hints and things that didnt cross the line into fully committed to telling her. For the last year, i had essentially given up on the idea. The other day there was an interesting event tho.
We were home alone and having a great time together and making the most of it. We had been going for a good while and i told her i couldnt keep up and needed to bring in some help just as a joke. She whispered no but it seemed like her body responded to it. I said it again and again she said no but things seemed to keep getting more intense.
I didnt mention what the help was. It could have been toys(which we have and use) or anything. But it seems like she knew what i actually meant even if said jokingly.
The next day in text i decided to again mention needing help jokingly thru text. She said i didnt need any help and feeling bold i asked but what if i want some help. (Again i didnt say what kind of help)
She kind of ignored it but i pushed a little and she responded with what if i dont want you to have help? And why would you want help?
Im afraid i messed up here and kind of chickened out by just saying i was getting old and couldnt keep up but wanted her to be able to have fun.
So, is it all in my head or did she actually know what i meant and did her body respond? Did i mess up this chance ive been waiting on for so long? Or is it a first step down a long road?
I know that no one else can answer as they dont know us. I am interested in peoples thoughts tho.