does anyone here experience this?

Every now and then when coming home from work, this sensation of anxiety and excitement hits me, and the thought of maybe finding my wife being fucked by someone who i don't know, while I'm not supposed to be there start filling my head, some times i wished it would happen while at the same time feeling relieve that it wont, the only thing clear is that it makes my dick so hard, has anyone experience this?
 
Yes..in fact I've told her I'd love to come Home from work and find her naked on my bed. With some guy fucking her period I would stand in watch. Yes, she's being pounded. She would look up at me and ask me if I like what I saw. This fantasy always got me so hot. I asked her what time what her fantasy would be. And she told me it would be to fuck who she wants when she wants, where she wants and I told her to go ahead period that I found it very hot, as long as she didn't do it behind my back and that she would tell me about it. There was. A time in the beginning when we would be messing around and she would tell me she had secrets that I didn't know about and hint. They were sexual and later on. I found out she had been cheating. But I also found it exciting.
 
Every now and then when coming home from work, this sensation of anxiety and excitement hits me, and the thought of maybe finding my wife being fucked by someone who i don't know, while I'm not supposed to be there start filling my head, some times i wished it would happen while at the same time feeling relieve that it wont, the only thing clear is that it makes my dick so hard, has anyone experience this?
Oh yes, quite often.
 
Yes..in fact I've told her I'd love to come Home from work and find her naked on my bed. With some guy fucking her period I would stand in watch. Yes, she's being pounded. She would look up at me and ask me if I like what I saw. This fantasy always got me so hot. I asked her what time what her fantasy would be. And she told me it would be to fuck who she wants when she wants, where she wants and I told her to go ahead period that I found it very hot, as long as she didn't do it behind my back and that she would tell me about it. There was. A time in the beginning when we would be messing around and she would tell me she had secrets that I didn't know about and hint. They were sexual and later on. I found out she had been cheating. But I also found it exciting.
That is hot