One day after this post you suffered tremendous ...... and burns to your penis at the hands of your wife’s bull while you were tied up to a chair and her panties placed on your head. You stated you would never involve yourself in this lifestyle in earlier posts in yet the contrary occurred. Can you give everyone a update on how you are progressing after such a crime?
Update:
We stopped all activities and had talks about it and we both realize it was because when we 1st did this we didn't have any friends in the lifestyle and we were watching it on porn and reading how to do it from the Internet and this site also but this site I found later on towards the ending .
We were trying to get into it and only had Internet readings and such as instructions, So we were duplicating what we read on sites , that's where we went wrong .
Like she said , never wanted to hurt me but she read a post where the Dom had hurt the husband and he liked that ....... And thought doing the same thing .
So Yes we agreed to stop and reassess what we both wanted out of this lifestyle and found we definitely don't want pain , denial , ( I'm ok with denial as a tease but not permanent ) and she agreed I would be 1st before any denial play would happen.
Because at the end of the day it's US we are married to not some other guy.
Out of all the BAD things that we did , I still love her and know it was out of ignorance of this lifestyle that we did those stupid things and we agreed never to forget we are a team and the primary couple.
She seen me hurting and she is the one who put a stop to it all and hearing that made me love her even more, because out of all what we did she made me realize how much she loved me to stop cause it was causing me pain .
Went back to monogamy for a while, and we both loved it like we were on a first date with all the jitters and feelings in your stomach.
I want her to be happy but without the stuff we did B4 , now she has one guy that is nice to her and me and all 3 of us play together she doesn't see him alone, but she can if she wanted to,
She won't do that now as she puts it ,,, this lifestyle is for us not just me ,,,
So now I'm happy and she is happy, the way I wish it was from the start , but we thought we could trust what we read off the Internet as truth , some can be but more often you as a person must decide the end result of it is truth and how things should be.
So that's my update