Curious about what you all think of discreet cucking?

Sorry if I explain it poorly I'm very dyslexic.

So I have a weird more specific form of cucking I like and want to know if anyone else thinks it's a bad idea or not worth even looking into. I really want a more discreet form of cucking, my girlfriend has always been heavily into older big strong manly men who will treat her like a toy. But she's never had this before I'm her height can't pick her up and do stuff she's into and I'm very gentle and soft and try to be more rough but it isn't me. She says I'm by far the biggest she's ever had but damn Ive seen my fair share of other mens dicks and there's MONSTERS out there. We still love each other heavily but I want her to be able to experience what she's really into still. But for some reason giving her permission to ...... with a big hung manly man I know would make her feel like I don't care about her anymore, plus I feel weird and not into it just saying that to her. So I have been imagining for a bit now finding this big hung older manly man and giving him notes on how to talk to her and get her attention and he text her asking about hookups and trying to convince her to cheat on me for a hookup. It would help her not feeling unwanted by giving her permission and also getting her desires out if she agrees to it. Plus for some reason the idea of her willingly cheating on me behind my back is way more of a turn on to me.
 
Perhaps a swinging threesome would be easier, which in time you could back off and let her play while you watch and in t8me let her go it alone, you would get what you desire and she would as well, we are a vixen stag couple, which borderlines on hotwife cuckold, but in the beginning he convinced me to try swinging or wife swapping, which gave me the opportunity to try many different things in the swinging sexual world, from bi/gay affairs, to sub, to group sex and even some ...... or forced sex, so many options were opened to me by agreeing to try wife swapping, and my man got what he wanted, to fuck many other women, and in time to play with other men as well! Perhaps a different approach but might lead to the same end goal you have. Message me if you are serious we can talk more in detail, or I could share some of our experiences!
I do understand what she desires, I am a petite lady and love to be picked up and held down and dominated or forced to do things with men!
 
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