This is my first time admitting to this or even trying to type it out, so bare with me.
Not that long ago, I was in a happy and stable marriage and due to ill health I decided that I would try and push my wife into the world of cuckolding because I wanted to ensure she could still get the attention of other men, if for whatever reason I wasn't still around. I pushed her to go out with her girlfriends more, dressing more slutty but classy and bought her an anklet etc. During these occasions, I got her to tell me when she was dancing with men and if she was making them hard etc whilst I sat at home, locked in my chastity cage and wearing other stuff. This then moved onto us creating a twitter account, posting pics etc to try and find another couple, which we did do successfully. We met this couple at a hotel and we basically wife swapped and we went into separate rooms and did whatever we wanted. Since then we have basically moved onto being friends and we occasionally hook up and do some extra things. All sounds like the perfect dream doesn't it?
This is where my problem lies, my wife constantly messages the other guy, first thing in the morning till late at night and that's happened over the last couple of years and I feel like I'm getting pushed to the side. We've had multiple fights because of the couple and I feel like my marriage is close to ending and our recent fight was bad to say the least. I looked through her phone and can see that she sent him multiple dirty pics after we had our argument and stopped talking and confronted her about it. Her words was that she wanted to hurt me by doing it, which isn't like her at all.
I guess the moral of my story is, don't throw away what you have so easily because it's a hard and long way back.
Sorry to rant on my first post but needed somewhere to get it of my chest.
Not that long ago, I was in a happy and stable marriage and due to ill health I decided that I would try and push my wife into the world of cuckolding because I wanted to ensure she could still get the attention of other men, if for whatever reason I wasn't still around. I pushed her to go out with her girlfriends more, dressing more slutty but classy and bought her an anklet etc. During these occasions, I got her to tell me when she was dancing with men and if she was making them hard etc whilst I sat at home, locked in my chastity cage and wearing other stuff. This then moved onto us creating a twitter account, posting pics etc to try and find another couple, which we did do successfully. We met this couple at a hotel and we basically wife swapped and we went into separate rooms and did whatever we wanted. Since then we have basically moved onto being friends and we occasionally hook up and do some extra things. All sounds like the perfect dream doesn't it?
This is where my problem lies, my wife constantly messages the other guy, first thing in the morning till late at night and that's happened over the last couple of years and I feel like I'm getting pushed to the side. We've had multiple fights because of the couple and I feel like my marriage is close to ending and our recent fight was bad to say the least. I looked through her phone and can see that she sent him multiple dirty pics after we had our argument and stopped talking and confronted her about it. Her words was that she wanted to hurt me by doing it, which isn't like her at all.
I guess the moral of my story is, don't throw away what you have so easily because it's a hard and long way back.
Sorry to rant on my first post but needed somewhere to get it of my chest.
