Im in relation with a girl for 4 years now she is 21 im 22 years her body is 34-28-32
As far i know she never watched porn she find those gross and im her 1st relationship where she is my 2nd , also we both are virgin planning to marry after job which is approx 3 years from now on
So after a lot days of headscrathing i finally told her about my fantasy of MMF threesome, so she is in girls hostel in another city, i did video call and told I'm missing her etc then i told , that recently im having a fantasy, she asked about it i told its threesome fantasy , and i make it clear thats its not that i have reduced my love or want to get other women thats why suggesting, and im still possessive about her but its emotionally, to be safe i told her that im not sure about this fantasy since we haven't tried practical sex yet , but in future i may ask you about this stuff
So her reply : "i agree with your point that 1st marriage and all,, with time what fantasy will kick in me i dont know , but this thrresome or dp is gross to me i wont do these"
I told im not convincing you just telling if it was a stranger and we never see each other after
She : " you are o with seeing me with someone else?"
I : " as long you treat other person as a like sex toy and dont get emotional attached, and its a stranger and we wont meet again and im with you in the action , with all this paramet im ok"
Then she told nah its gross and told that she take physical relation seriously and dont want extra partner according to her physical comes from emotion so just for entertainment she cant have sex with other she isn't that type
Considering her anger and asked her is it impossible for her to not getting string attached after one night stand on which she said no, then i said ok leave it then.
She : "we both are enough good no need to spoil the relationship "
Now what should i do next