I really appreciate the sharing of how it all began. I knew my first experiences with my first wife is what made you find out that I loved watching the woman I love play. I was young and looking to learn. Now with my second and current wife, it is much more deliberate and thought out. I am not experimenting anymore, now its slowly letting things develop and eventually allowing the moment to just go wherever it wants to naturally. Everything has been great so far, just this new letting her become a slave or submissive is so scary and exciting.