sure you are in hard situation but for a deep and advanced cuckold marriage its very required to keep the husband in chastity 7/24 and apply him very long term orgasm denial to keep him constantly horny, willing to service to wife and attentive to her. pray god that you have so much dominant wife keeps you in very little cock cage. so your evil wife wants you have uncomfortable cock, painful and no erection and no little sexual pleasure for her pleasure. your pain will be your wifes pleasure. and you must thank her, she lets you watch her sex with her lovers. so just obey her, sacrifise your all sexual pleasures for your wifes happyness and worship her sexy feet.