Absolutely -- so exciting and arousing to see the glorious expression on her face, hear the moans of pleasure in her voice and watch the languid ease of her body. I now see what the Renaissance painters were getting at!
Almost there!
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Yes, she does want to make sure that I am having a good time and tells me that she really enjoys seeing my excitement. And her LS explorations have proceeded very slowly, but continually -- I mean baby steps for sure, but at this point some of the early baby steps have become quite comfortable and enjoyable for her as well. At first, she tells me that she had to steel herself against any trip to the sex club, and did it to please me but also with great anxiety (which she did her best to hide from me). Now, the anxiety is gone from that type of adventure and she is able to relax and enjoy it, really reveling in the opportunity to dance and coyly reveal her breasts and body (though she was really super anxious and excited and nervous when we try something new). So one step at a time as she grows and becomes comfortable. I am so happy and lucky that her spirit and attitude are so positive!
I am so excited that we have turned a major corner with this adventure. 1. Objectively, she really enjoyed her experience with another man; 2. She allowed another man to caress and kiss her breast. She had done that once before, but it had not been a positive experience, and I was nervous that if this time did not work, well, it might mean the end to any future efforts; 3. Deb allowed another man to caress her pussy; 4. Deb allowed another man to penetrate her pussy with his fingers.
She enjoyed it!
So, to continue the story -- over the next few days, it was really strange – we did some reflecting on the adventure as I always strive to maintain open communication. As each day went by, she was less and less enamored of the entire experience. In fact, when I asked her what she enjoyed most, she emphasized the massage itself, and the pampering and the overall feeling of muscle relaxation. So strange to me, given what I witnessed, and what she verbalized out loud immediately afterwards. I keep wondering how this is possible. Was she in the same room that I was? She clearly loved it so much, and clearly loved not just the muscle relaxant but also the sexual stimulation. One thing she told me is that she often could not tell which man was touching her where, and she enjoyed that feeling of anonymity as it freed her from worrying about connecting with another. In fact, I think she saw the overall experience as a way that she and I could express and experience our love for each other. In a way, that is how I experienced it also – I love her so much when she is experiencing pleasure at that hands of another man. But I really don’t understand how her perspective changed so much after only a few days.
She enjoyed it!
So, to continue the story -- over the next few days, it was really strange – we did some reflecting on the adventure as I always strive to maintain open communication. As each day went by, she was less and less enamored of the entire experience. In fact, when I asked her what she enjoyed most, she emphasized the massage itself, and the pampering and the overall feeling of muscle relaxation. So strange to me, given what I witnessed, and what she verbalized out loud immediately afterwards. I keep wondering how this is possible. Was she in the same room that I was? She clearly loved it so much, and clearly loved not just the muscle relaxant but also the sexual stimulation. One thing she told me is that she often could not tell which man was touching her where, and she enjoyed that feeling of anonymity as it freed her from worrying about connecting with another. In fact, I think she saw the overall experience as a way that she and I could express and experience our love for each other. In a way, that is how I experienced it also – I love her so much when she is experiencing pleasure at that hands of another man. But I really don’t understand how her perspective changed so much after only a few days.
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