This is continues from a thread I began on another online forum before deciding to move over to wifewantstoplay...my post in the intro to new members section here gives a little background. I appreciate all of your support, thoughts and feedback as my wife and I dive deeper into this lifestyle...
Alicia is at her photography class now. She spent some time at Bernard’s home today and then came home for dinner and we spoke. This is a retelling of what she told me.
“He has an absolutely stunning home that juts out from a cliffside and seems to be suspended above the water. Seems to defy gravity. There was no helicopter but there was a landing pad. Maybe I should be fucking him for the money? (she laughed and my dick moved at the joke)
I had been out doing errands before going there and I hadn’t really dressed overly sexy. A matching sweater and skirt with my belly bare. He complimented me anyway and was welcoming and offered me a drink. He also had edibles but I just had water. He asked me if I was ready and when I said yes, he said good.
‘Now strip for me. Slowly. Dancing as you do.’
I enjoyed that. He was on the couch and I stood near him and lifted my sweater over my head and tossed it onto his shoulder. I unsnapped my bra and laid it across his knee. I slid the skirt down over my thighs and let it fall to the floor and stepped out. Then the panty.
He was stone-faced. And only said ‘no more panties when you come here.’ He seemed to be enjoying it but not in the regular way. Honestly, it was like he really is a coach watching his athlete perform but with a critical eye. It didn’t feel sexual or sexy.
He then pulled a black leather collar from his pocket with these fake diamond studs and told me to kneel before him. I reminded him that I am not into pain and he said this wouldn’t be painful. I kneeled and he put it on and I got a glance of myself in the mirror and I did think it looked sexy. There was a ring for a leash but he didn’t have one.
Then he told me to bark. Like a dog. I had to keep it up for like 5 minutes, a long time. It didn’t feel degrading, it felt silly. I asked why we’re doing this and he said it's part of the training like a football player doing strength exercises.
He asked what sexual acts am I proud of? What am I good at? I told him that I could deep throat and he said ‘very good’.
Then, he blindfolded me with a proper heavy blindfold and I couldn’t see anything. He then said that it was time for me to show him my oral skills. I had a lot of things going through my head because I thought he was finally going to give me his cock but I was wondering why he didn’t want me to see. But then I heard someone else in the room.
I almost ripped off the blindfold and ran. I was a little freaked out but I was suddenly feeling incredibly erotically charged. I went from feeling like ‘this is weird and ridiculous’ to being more turned on than I ever have been. I stayed there kneeling and could sense someone in front of me. I hesitantly reached out and I touched naked male legs. Thick legs, hairy. My hands slipped up and he stepped forward a little and his erection brushed against my chin. I did it. I just did it. I took it whole almost immediately and he groaned and whispered something like ‘holy ......’ but I heard Bernard slap him and say ‘silence’. I think I know why. I think we might know the man. If I could have heard him a little more, I’d have recognized him. I was thinking of men I’d flirted with in the past, wondering if it was one of them. Or a complete stranger. At that moment, I didn’t care. He didn’t last long and when he came, he shoved it hard into my throat and held me like that and I swallowed. Then he walked away and waited. I think Bernard left with him and I was alone for a minute wondering whose cock I just sucked.
When Bernard returned, he removed the mask and said I did extremely well. He told me to dress and then he gave me a wrapped gift that I could open later. He told me he would text and we would arrange another get together and I said OK. He also told me that he’s been thinking about Raj and thinks that I should tell Raj that I won’t be in town when he comes back in September for exams. If necessary, he said I should ‘let the lie become the truth and be out of town.’
I asked whose cock that was and he just smiled and said ‘a mutual friend, someone trustworthy’.
Bernard has a talent for eroticism that I enjoy. It's clear he has experience and some kind of understanding on how to manipulate psychology but I’ve thought it over and I don’t want to continue with him. There’s something creepy about his controlling nature and orders that were sexy at first but are getting to be a little annoying now. And I don’t really trust him. I shouldn’t have given that blow job. Even if Bernard is trustworthy, he may not know what my relationship with that man is. Maybe I’m friends with his wife. We’re having fun but we still have to have ethical boundaries. I want you, Steve, to be my man and master. Do the things Bernard said he was going to do. You command me.
And one more thing. I masturbated in the shower when I got home but you’d better be ready after I get home tonight because we’re having sex.”
Just a few things from me:
I feel like I won some kind of contest that I wasn’t aware that I was fighting but I feel elated. I know it's weird that at one moment I was turned on by being denied because of Bernard and now I’m elated that it's over. Her loyalty to me is moving. I’m insane.
One thing sticks out in my mind. Raj. I think Bernard misjudged her affection for him. I don’t think she has any intention of shutting Raj down and resented being told to do so.
The gift? A vibrator that is designed to be inserted and worn in public. I’ve actually thought about getting one of these so I’m excited. This one works off a phone app (of course).
Now, I need to find out whose cock that was. Bernard promised no secrets.
Alicia is at her photography class now. She spent some time at Bernard’s home today and then came home for dinner and we spoke. This is a retelling of what she told me.
“He has an absolutely stunning home that juts out from a cliffside and seems to be suspended above the water. Seems to defy gravity. There was no helicopter but there was a landing pad. Maybe I should be fucking him for the money? (she laughed and my dick moved at the joke)
I had been out doing errands before going there and I hadn’t really dressed overly sexy. A matching sweater and skirt with my belly bare. He complimented me anyway and was welcoming and offered me a drink. He also had edibles but I just had water. He asked me if I was ready and when I said yes, he said good.
‘Now strip for me. Slowly. Dancing as you do.’
I enjoyed that. He was on the couch and I stood near him and lifted my sweater over my head and tossed it onto his shoulder. I unsnapped my bra and laid it across his knee. I slid the skirt down over my thighs and let it fall to the floor and stepped out. Then the panty.
He was stone-faced. And only said ‘no more panties when you come here.’ He seemed to be enjoying it but not in the regular way. Honestly, it was like he really is a coach watching his athlete perform but with a critical eye. It didn’t feel sexual or sexy.
He then pulled a black leather collar from his pocket with these fake diamond studs and told me to kneel before him. I reminded him that I am not into pain and he said this wouldn’t be painful. I kneeled and he put it on and I got a glance of myself in the mirror and I did think it looked sexy. There was a ring for a leash but he didn’t have one.
Then he told me to bark. Like a dog. I had to keep it up for like 5 minutes, a long time. It didn’t feel degrading, it felt silly. I asked why we’re doing this and he said it's part of the training like a football player doing strength exercises.
He asked what sexual acts am I proud of? What am I good at? I told him that I could deep throat and he said ‘very good’.
Then, he blindfolded me with a proper heavy blindfold and I couldn’t see anything. He then said that it was time for me to show him my oral skills. I had a lot of things going through my head because I thought he was finally going to give me his cock but I was wondering why he didn’t want me to see. But then I heard someone else in the room.
I almost ripped off the blindfold and ran. I was a little freaked out but I was suddenly feeling incredibly erotically charged. I went from feeling like ‘this is weird and ridiculous’ to being more turned on than I ever have been. I stayed there kneeling and could sense someone in front of me. I hesitantly reached out and I touched naked male legs. Thick legs, hairy. My hands slipped up and he stepped forward a little and his erection brushed against my chin. I did it. I just did it. I took it whole almost immediately and he groaned and whispered something like ‘holy ......’ but I heard Bernard slap him and say ‘silence’. I think I know why. I think we might know the man. If I could have heard him a little more, I’d have recognized him. I was thinking of men I’d flirted with in the past, wondering if it was one of them. Or a complete stranger. At that moment, I didn’t care. He didn’t last long and when he came, he shoved it hard into my throat and held me like that and I swallowed. Then he walked away and waited. I think Bernard left with him and I was alone for a minute wondering whose cock I just sucked.
When Bernard returned, he removed the mask and said I did extremely well. He told me to dress and then he gave me a wrapped gift that I could open later. He told me he would text and we would arrange another get together and I said OK. He also told me that he’s been thinking about Raj and thinks that I should tell Raj that I won’t be in town when he comes back in September for exams. If necessary, he said I should ‘let the lie become the truth and be out of town.’
I asked whose cock that was and he just smiled and said ‘a mutual friend, someone trustworthy’.
Bernard has a talent for eroticism that I enjoy. It's clear he has experience and some kind of understanding on how to manipulate psychology but I’ve thought it over and I don’t want to continue with him. There’s something creepy about his controlling nature and orders that were sexy at first but are getting to be a little annoying now. And I don’t really trust him. I shouldn’t have given that blow job. Even if Bernard is trustworthy, he may not know what my relationship with that man is. Maybe I’m friends with his wife. We’re having fun but we still have to have ethical boundaries. I want you, Steve, to be my man and master. Do the things Bernard said he was going to do. You command me.
And one more thing. I masturbated in the shower when I got home but you’d better be ready after I get home tonight because we’re having sex.”
Just a few things from me:
I feel like I won some kind of contest that I wasn’t aware that I was fighting but I feel elated. I know it's weird that at one moment I was turned on by being denied because of Bernard and now I’m elated that it's over. Her loyalty to me is moving. I’m insane.
One thing sticks out in my mind. Raj. I think Bernard misjudged her affection for him. I don’t think she has any intention of shutting Raj down and resented being told to do so.
The gift? A vibrator that is designed to be inserted and worn in public. I’ve actually thought about getting one of these so I’m excited. This one works off a phone app (of course).
Now, I need to find out whose cock that was. Bernard promised no secrets.
