My ex fiancé loved to role play with ....... The weirdest thing about it was that she had actually been violently raped when she was about 14 or 15 years old! I mean he had beaten her really bad, knocked out most of her teeth. He had dragged her into some bushes behind a house as she was walking home, after he had already raped her a few times, he had just flipped her body face down, and said he was going to fuck her in the ass, and then told her he was going to ...... her! At that moment, if it weren’t for the neighbors turning on their backyard lights, and scaring him away, she said she had no doubt that he would have raped her again, and would’ve killed her. I was then, and still sorta am taken aback, by her strong sexual desire and excitement to ask me to hide somewhere in her apartment, before she got home from work, and then to jump out or sneak up on her while wearing a full face mask, and attack her! She would always put up a slight fight as I would forse her to the bedroom and throw her on the bed. I would take a pillow case and put it over her head, and then begin taking her clothes off. If they were nice clothes, she would only put up a little resistance as I removed them, but once I got her down to only her panties, she wanted me to literally tear and rip them off her! I would then forse her to suck my cock for a short time, before I would finally have to forse her legs apart, while she would “try” to wiggle away and keep her legs closed. Sometimes I would put my hands around her neck, only using very light pressure, and would hold both wrists with one hand, before she relented as I forced her legs completely open, and slammed my cock all the way in with one hard thrust! I would talk dirty and call her names, to make it as somewhat realistic as possible. And every once in a while, I would take one of her dildos and make her suck it while I’m fucking her, and vice versa. She really got off on it all! I just never quite understood why she enjoyed reliving such a traumatic event, anyone else have a similar situation, or can offer any sort of possible explanation of her behavior?