I've been married over 10 years and early on my husband and I expirimented lightly with an open marriage. I've developed a major fetish for hotwifing and really want to explore it.
I've warmed him up to the point where he'll fantacize about it with me but I never get the green light to go for it.
I wish so badly he'd bring other men home for me to entertain or just give me the greenlight to go out and find them. i won't cheat on him, and I won't go against his wishes but God I want it so bad.
