After being married for more than 20 years sexual phantasy overules sexual reality.
Her interest in sex faded away , if I'm still lucky i can have her once a week.
her laying down on her belly and let me user her body as a a sex puppet.
After i came she just pushes me off.
It's not sex both enjoy, than raher a bad habit.
Her strategy to let me loose interst in sex by giving me bad sex is not working well.
While using her as a sex toy i have great phantasies, like her being involved in a sex party etc.
So I still have fun, maybe she feels that I'm not with her while having sex, but refuses talking about sex.
No chance to get to a nice time together anymore!
Basically i masturbate everyday.
So am i just a bad egoist?
Her interest in sex faded away , if I'm still lucky i can have her once a week.
her laying down on her belly and let me user her body as a a sex puppet.
After i came she just pushes me off.
It's not sex both enjoy, than raher a bad habit.
Her strategy to let me loose interst in sex by giving me bad sex is not working well.
While using her as a sex toy i have great phantasies, like her being involved in a sex party etc.
So I still have fun, maybe she feels that I'm not with her while having sex, but refuses talking about sex.
No chance to get to a nice time together anymore!
Basically i masturbate everyday.
So am i just a bad egoist?
