I moved in last summer with my now fiance. We have been dating for about 3 years before I finally moved into her house. We are both divorced, she is in her mid 40's, a little curvy in a sexy way and I'm 50. I was only divorced about 6 months before we started dating and she had been divorced for almost 8 years. During that time she dated 4 different guys and we have had several discussions about our sexual history which I told her I like her telling me about. Early on we played "have you ever" and I admitted to having a one night stand but she said she never did. She did admit she was a bit of a slut from college up (been with around 25 guys total) until she was with her last boyfriend. I have only been with 4 different women since I married young.
So anyway last summer after moving in we cleaned out her garage and reorganized so I could make room for some things. She has four totes with stuff from early childhood on. In it were journals she kept since high school up until a year or so after her divorce when for some reason she stopped writing. I asked her about them and she told me most of it was silly but I could read some if I wanted. The first one on top was the most recent. I opened to the first page and it was dated January 1st 2012. Her first entry was about her and a friend's New Years Eve night out and in it she talked about her and her friend meeting some younger guys and going back to their apartment and having sex with them. She mentions they had sex that night and in the morning when they woke up. She talked about how she felt awful about it since she had been dating a new guy for a few months.
I just laughed and said I thought you told me you never had a one night stand. She said technically she had slept with that guy 2 other times after that so she didn't consider it a "one night stand". She said he was very persistent about seeing her so one time they had sex in his car after he picked her up from work and another time at his place when she was drunk and horny. She has had several stories about her past including giving one of her post divorce boyfriends a blow job on a flight overseas that was half full and then having sex in the family bathroom at the airport when they got home.
I have been slowly bringing up the idea of watching her have sex with someone and we even watched a couple porn movies with that theme. She admits it is hot but she is on the fence about doing it. A few weeks ago she had a few drinks and asked me if I had anyone in mind and I said no and she admitted she did but wasn't sure if she would have the guts to ask (he is married). I asked her about it this week and she said she is still thinking about it.
So anyway last summer after moving in we cleaned out her garage and reorganized so I could make room for some things. She has four totes with stuff from early childhood on. In it were journals she kept since high school up until a year or so after her divorce when for some reason she stopped writing. I asked her about them and she told me most of it was silly but I could read some if I wanted. The first one on top was the most recent. I opened to the first page and it was dated January 1st 2012. Her first entry was about her and a friend's New Years Eve night out and in it she talked about her and her friend meeting some younger guys and going back to their apartment and having sex with them. She mentions they had sex that night and in the morning when they woke up. She talked about how she felt awful about it since she had been dating a new guy for a few months.
I just laughed and said I thought you told me you never had a one night stand. She said technically she had slept with that guy 2 other times after that so she didn't consider it a "one night stand". She said he was very persistent about seeing her so one time they had sex in his car after he picked her up from work and another time at his place when she was drunk and horny. She has had several stories about her past including giving one of her post divorce boyfriends a blow job on a flight overseas that was half full and then having sex in the family bathroom at the airport when they got home.
I have been slowly bringing up the idea of watching her have sex with someone and we even watched a couple porn movies with that theme. She admits it is hot but she is on the fence about doing it. A few weeks ago she had a few drinks and asked me if I had anyone in mind and I said no and she admitted she did but wasn't sure if she would have the guts to ask (he is married). I asked her about it this week and she said she is still thinking about it.
