Here’s my story of a cuckolding relationship I had. I won’t go into depth, mainly focus on the cuckolding part of it.
I met my ex on fetlife. I was 24, she was 29. I moved in with her into her apartment after some time. We immediately dabbled in chastity early in our relationship. It wasn’t long after that I asked her to cuckold me. She was really into it and have several bulls. I am pretty well endowed and we had great sex as well. I’d make her squirt and had great stamina. Then she had her favourite bull who was black with a much larger cock than mine. The whole interracial dynamic is something we both enjoyed. The colour contrast and taboo aspect was very hot. He gave her the best sex out of the lot and we decided just to have him.
They had incredible sex. He didn’t wear condoms. He’d just always pulled out and finish on her. They really developed quite the relationship and passion which was clearly apparent. They would have sex for hours each time they’ve met. I was always there watching, taking videos. After they finished, I would always eat her out and have sloppy seconds. Life was great and our whole dynamic was always getting hotter. It was very clear she enjoyed sex with him over me. I would always watch and jack off and it was hard not to cum. I really wanted to get seconds when he left so I didn’t want to cum.
A couple years go by with our relationship. My dad had a rental property (small house) and offered to let us live there. So her and I moved in. She was seeing her bull 3 times a week easily. Sex between my girlfriend and I was dwindling. When I had sex with her it was only for me, as she wasn’t all that interested in having sex with me. It was always hot with dirty talk about she takes his big black cock, how he owns her pussy and he knows it, she would want to save herself for him. So at first it would be that we wouldn’t have sex for a week, then 2 weeks. We found it hot, her pussy would truly belong to him and she wanted it untouched so when he had it, the sex would feel next level.
She loved denying me and reserving herself for him. I was filled with so much cuckold angst and excitement I completely had no stamina whenever we had sex. I would cum before her every time. Whenever she said she was going to cum and moaning hard, I couldn’t contain myself. Times I would pull out and take a breather and resume but wouldn’t last much longer. Then she would humiliate me by saying how her bull always fucks her hard while she’s cumming and how he didn’t even have to try. I could never make her feel like he does. All those nights hearing her moan and cumming on his dick, completely conditioned me to become over excited and cause me to prematurely ejaculate. She would grab my dick while she gets fucked and I would want to cum immediately, I always took her hand off as I couldn’t control myself.
During sex with her, I’d always suggest new hot things to do. Like me having to wear a condom whenever we have sex while he only gets to fuck bare. This drove her absolutely WILD. It evolved to the point where she didn’t want me to cum inside her with the condom and have to finish with my hand. She told me to get the thickest condom so I would be further away from feeling what her pussy felt like. Id hold her legs while he plows her. Give her a foot rub while taking him. Did the cuckold position where I’d lay underneath her and lick her clit while she took his black cock. She would squirt all over my face.
Then one night while having sex with her, I suggested I’d start ...... in the guest room and start listening to them instead of being there watching and she loved it. He would spend plenty of nights over. I would hear them go at it in the middle of the night waking me up and I’d wake up in the morning to her screaming his name. I was definitely adding fuel to the fire but wow was it amazing. Plus it was evident that all this was going to happen sooner or later. Subconsciously having her fall for her bull. One night he was over and I started fucking her first while she was giving him head and she did not moan or seem aroused at all no matter how hard I tried. Not sure if she was doing this purposely or if she really did not boot me inside her. Then after 10min she said to him eagerly “ I want that inside me” I felt so humiliated and defeated but also like the biggest cuck. I slid out and went to my chair in the corner. As soon as he slid into her she let out the loudest moans and was cumming so quickly. She was saying things to him like “take your pussy” “ that’s your pussy, you own it”. And to take it from me. Then I’d watch as he would make her cum and fucking her for over an hour, I was put in my place and felt inferior to even attempt to join again.
Another night she surprised me by having another girl over but to only have a three some with her bull while I waited in the other room. I was becoming the biggest cuck I could ever dream of.
She would tell me that he tells her when to have sex with me and how it’s completely out of pity. I have now become a beta cuck who is not a man in her eyes, which turned me on immensely. But for her, I was someone to degrade and add to her thrill. She loved the power exchange and using me as a slave to her and her lover. How long could it last though. Was our relationship strong enough for her to continue to love me, it as always an internal debate. It was pretty obvious our relationship had baggage and problems and she had a completely new boyfriend who she only had the best time with and connected with. So definitely it’s easy to leave me and continue their relationship. Also who’s to say they won’t eventually have problems of their own.
She ended getting a Queen of spades tattoo on her ankle. Seeing that ankle up in the air while she got dicked down was something I never got tired of seeing. She’s had three somes with her bull and another black guys bunch of times.
They were having unprotected sex and there was a couple times where she made me buy her plan B. One day she told me how “wet” she was when I was driving her somewhere. Told me to feel it, so I put a couple fingers in her and saw how soaked she was. I pulled out my fingers and it was thick creamy cum. But I completely thought it was from her. I was very turned on. She looked at me and said to lick it. I tasted it eagerly and told her how hot it was. Didn’t even think it was her lovers cum cuz we’d never have him finish in her. I told her how it tasted like cum and she just said it was her.
There was a time where we spoke about her having meet ups with him without me there. I’d be at work and she’d send me naughty photos while with him. After they were done I got a message saying how good it was and how he didn’t pull out as they were in the heat of the moment. He was on his way to get the morning after pill. I felt betrayed as I’ve always professed how I’d love to be there when that would happen.
I didn’t always wear condoms with her which was a treat. One night while we started having sex after her bull left and I was in the other room. I stuck my cock in her a couple times and she told me to look at my dick. It was very wet and creamy. I told her how hot it was, just thinking it was all of her juices and she was just creamy. And told her how hot it was but looking back it was obviously his cum and she didn’t tell me. She loved secretly having him cum inside her with my knowledge. She was never on BC either.
There were times where she’d ask me to go get water for the both of them and I’d come back to a locked door and hearing her cum for over an hour. She ask playfully if I liked that and of course I said yes. Thinking how they would be making intense love after kicking me out.
Mostly every time they had sex while I watched she wanted music playing. I would watch from my chair and I would always see them intimately whispering to each other and her cumming so hard while they would whisper and kiss passionately. I would always ask her what they would whisper about and she would always brush it off saying all he says is “take that dick”. I knew they were professing love to one another. But I was so caught up and didn’t want to ruin it. Red flags galore right, I know. I’d become such a pushover, but I still loved it in a twisted way. It’s apparent I had major issues and lost myself during all this. But we still loved each other, but more in a domme/slave rather than bf/gf.
We’ve went on vacations together with her bull, where I’d pay for the room. I woke up to her squirting on my face when they were fucking over top of me ....... Which was unreal.
I began having problems with getting it up, I became completely conditioned to only getting hard while watching/listening to her get fucked by him. I was sexually inferior and knew I couldn’t preform.
It was 3 years into our relationship where we had me move into the basement to a room right underneath hers. They completely decided to solidify their relationship by having her get pregnant without me knowing. Hot to write and think about but what a blow. I did not find out she was pregnant until she could no longer hide it and her belly was showing. There were times where I was suspicious when she didn’t like me holding her stomach while having sex but thought it was self conscious thing about her weight, as she was little heavier. Another time I noticed his hands and body seizing up as she rode him, legitimately looked like him cumming inside her and then right after he said he was gonna cum and she got off and sucked him off to make it look like he busted in her mouth. But here I am wearing condoms with her and never cumming inside her or let alone feeling her bare while she was pregnant, carrying another mans ....... She had a free place to stay and was essentially using me. He would be cumming in her every time they got together and I was none the wiser because I was living in the basement.
We had a talk about how it’s unrealistic to have me around while they were starting a family together and they’d be moving out once the baby comes. So she gave me a few more treats before then. However I was to delete all sex videos.
Our cuckold relationship developed into something that we had never imagined. The issue was we navigated this uncharted world without the best communication. Lots of arguments and unfairness and obviously me pushing her further and further into my fantasy. We got through rough parts though. I always asked if she was in love with him and she would assure me it was only sex but it was clear how much she loved him.
Now here I am almost 10 years after all of this. Still pleasuring myself to everything that happened. No contact to her on any level. I’ve started a life with a new woman (completely vanilla) and have kids with her. But just cemented with the thought of how big of a cuckold I was. Which excites me forever.
I met my ex on fetlife. I was 24, she was 29. I moved in with her into her apartment after some time. We immediately dabbled in chastity early in our relationship. It wasn’t long after that I asked her to cuckold me. She was really into it and have several bulls. I am pretty well endowed and we had great sex as well. I’d make her squirt and had great stamina. Then she had her favourite bull who was black with a much larger cock than mine. The whole interracial dynamic is something we both enjoyed. The colour contrast and taboo aspect was very hot. He gave her the best sex out of the lot and we decided just to have him.
They had incredible sex. He didn’t wear condoms. He’d just always pulled out and finish on her. They really developed quite the relationship and passion which was clearly apparent. They would have sex for hours each time they’ve met. I was always there watching, taking videos. After they finished, I would always eat her out and have sloppy seconds. Life was great and our whole dynamic was always getting hotter. It was very clear she enjoyed sex with him over me. I would always watch and jack off and it was hard not to cum. I really wanted to get seconds when he left so I didn’t want to cum.
A couple years go by with our relationship. My dad had a rental property (small house) and offered to let us live there. So her and I moved in. She was seeing her bull 3 times a week easily. Sex between my girlfriend and I was dwindling. When I had sex with her it was only for me, as she wasn’t all that interested in having sex with me. It was always hot with dirty talk about she takes his big black cock, how he owns her pussy and he knows it, she would want to save herself for him. So at first it would be that we wouldn’t have sex for a week, then 2 weeks. We found it hot, her pussy would truly belong to him and she wanted it untouched so when he had it, the sex would feel next level.
She loved denying me and reserving herself for him. I was filled with so much cuckold angst and excitement I completely had no stamina whenever we had sex. I would cum before her every time. Whenever she said she was going to cum and moaning hard, I couldn’t contain myself. Times I would pull out and take a breather and resume but wouldn’t last much longer. Then she would humiliate me by saying how her bull always fucks her hard while she’s cumming and how he didn’t even have to try. I could never make her feel like he does. All those nights hearing her moan and cumming on his dick, completely conditioned me to become over excited and cause me to prematurely ejaculate. She would grab my dick while she gets fucked and I would want to cum immediately, I always took her hand off as I couldn’t control myself.
During sex with her, I’d always suggest new hot things to do. Like me having to wear a condom whenever we have sex while he only gets to fuck bare. This drove her absolutely WILD. It evolved to the point where she didn’t want me to cum inside her with the condom and have to finish with my hand. She told me to get the thickest condom so I would be further away from feeling what her pussy felt like. Id hold her legs while he plows her. Give her a foot rub while taking him. Did the cuckold position where I’d lay underneath her and lick her clit while she took his black cock. She would squirt all over my face.
Then one night while having sex with her, I suggested I’d start ...... in the guest room and start listening to them instead of being there watching and she loved it. He would spend plenty of nights over. I would hear them go at it in the middle of the night waking me up and I’d wake up in the morning to her screaming his name. I was definitely adding fuel to the fire but wow was it amazing. Plus it was evident that all this was going to happen sooner or later. Subconsciously having her fall for her bull. One night he was over and I started fucking her first while she was giving him head and she did not moan or seem aroused at all no matter how hard I tried. Not sure if she was doing this purposely or if she really did not boot me inside her. Then after 10min she said to him eagerly “ I want that inside me” I felt so humiliated and defeated but also like the biggest cuck. I slid out and went to my chair in the corner. As soon as he slid into her she let out the loudest moans and was cumming so quickly. She was saying things to him like “take your pussy” “ that’s your pussy, you own it”. And to take it from me. Then I’d watch as he would make her cum and fucking her for over an hour, I was put in my place and felt inferior to even attempt to join again.
Another night she surprised me by having another girl over but to only have a three some with her bull while I waited in the other room. I was becoming the biggest cuck I could ever dream of.
She would tell me that he tells her when to have sex with me and how it’s completely out of pity. I have now become a beta cuck who is not a man in her eyes, which turned me on immensely. But for her, I was someone to degrade and add to her thrill. She loved the power exchange and using me as a slave to her and her lover. How long could it last though. Was our relationship strong enough for her to continue to love me, it as always an internal debate. It was pretty obvious our relationship had baggage and problems and she had a completely new boyfriend who she only had the best time with and connected with. So definitely it’s easy to leave me and continue their relationship. Also who’s to say they won’t eventually have problems of their own.
She ended getting a Queen of spades tattoo on her ankle. Seeing that ankle up in the air while she got dicked down was something I never got tired of seeing. She’s had three somes with her bull and another black guys bunch of times.
They were having unprotected sex and there was a couple times where she made me buy her plan B. One day she told me how “wet” she was when I was driving her somewhere. Told me to feel it, so I put a couple fingers in her and saw how soaked she was. I pulled out my fingers and it was thick creamy cum. But I completely thought it was from her. I was very turned on. She looked at me and said to lick it. I tasted it eagerly and told her how hot it was. Didn’t even think it was her lovers cum cuz we’d never have him finish in her. I told her how it tasted like cum and she just said it was her.
There was a time where we spoke about her having meet ups with him without me there. I’d be at work and she’d send me naughty photos while with him. After they were done I got a message saying how good it was and how he didn’t pull out as they were in the heat of the moment. He was on his way to get the morning after pill. I felt betrayed as I’ve always professed how I’d love to be there when that would happen.
I didn’t always wear condoms with her which was a treat. One night while we started having sex after her bull left and I was in the other room. I stuck my cock in her a couple times and she told me to look at my dick. It was very wet and creamy. I told her how hot it was, just thinking it was all of her juices and she was just creamy. And told her how hot it was but looking back it was obviously his cum and she didn’t tell me. She loved secretly having him cum inside her with my knowledge. She was never on BC either.
There were times where she’d ask me to go get water for the both of them and I’d come back to a locked door and hearing her cum for over an hour. She ask playfully if I liked that and of course I said yes. Thinking how they would be making intense love after kicking me out.
Mostly every time they had sex while I watched she wanted music playing. I would watch from my chair and I would always see them intimately whispering to each other and her cumming so hard while they would whisper and kiss passionately. I would always ask her what they would whisper about and she would always brush it off saying all he says is “take that dick”. I knew they were professing love to one another. But I was so caught up and didn’t want to ruin it. Red flags galore right, I know. I’d become such a pushover, but I still loved it in a twisted way. It’s apparent I had major issues and lost myself during all this. But we still loved each other, but more in a domme/slave rather than bf/gf.
We’ve went on vacations together with her bull, where I’d pay for the room. I woke up to her squirting on my face when they were fucking over top of me ....... Which was unreal.
I began having problems with getting it up, I became completely conditioned to only getting hard while watching/listening to her get fucked by him. I was sexually inferior and knew I couldn’t preform.
It was 3 years into our relationship where we had me move into the basement to a room right underneath hers. They completely decided to solidify their relationship by having her get pregnant without me knowing. Hot to write and think about but what a blow. I did not find out she was pregnant until she could no longer hide it and her belly was showing. There were times where I was suspicious when she didn’t like me holding her stomach while having sex but thought it was self conscious thing about her weight, as she was little heavier. Another time I noticed his hands and body seizing up as she rode him, legitimately looked like him cumming inside her and then right after he said he was gonna cum and she got off and sucked him off to make it look like he busted in her mouth. But here I am wearing condoms with her and never cumming inside her or let alone feeling her bare while she was pregnant, carrying another mans ....... She had a free place to stay and was essentially using me. He would be cumming in her every time they got together and I was none the wiser because I was living in the basement.
We had a talk about how it’s unrealistic to have me around while they were starting a family together and they’d be moving out once the baby comes. So she gave me a few more treats before then. However I was to delete all sex videos.
Our cuckold relationship developed into something that we had never imagined. The issue was we navigated this uncharted world without the best communication. Lots of arguments and unfairness and obviously me pushing her further and further into my fantasy. We got through rough parts though. I always asked if she was in love with him and she would assure me it was only sex but it was clear how much she loved him.
Now here I am almost 10 years after all of this. Still pleasuring myself to everything that happened. No contact to her on any level. I’ve started a life with a new woman (completely vanilla) and have kids with her. But just cemented with the thought of how big of a cuckold I was. Which excites me forever.
