Looking for someone to connect with over common experience

So my wife was fucked by a black coworker of hers a few years ago. It didn't take her long to explain to me what had happened, but it has obviously effected our relationship ever since. It may sound weird, but ever since this event, the thought of her with a black guy turns me on. It feels so wrong and so arousing at the same time. I guess I'm hoping to connect with someone who can relate and also likes chatting about our wives. DM me if you are interested in chatting and connecting 🤔
 
So my wife was fucked by a black coworker of hers a few years ago. It didn't take her long to explain to me what had happened, but it has obviously effected our relationship ever since. It may sound weird, but ever since this event, the thought of her with a black guy turns me on. It feels so wrong and so arousing at the same time. I guess I'm hoping to connect with someone who can relate and also likes chatting about our wives. DM me if you are interested in chatting and connecting 🤔
The same happened to me. It started out has my idea. A fantasy. I would bring it up while we had sex. She didn’t know how to take me. I then started playing IR porn. I could tell she was interested in it. She said she was amazed at the size of their cocks. I then bought some bbc dildos. As we would watch the porn I would start to fuck her with the toys. I could tell she was imagining that was her in the movies. so I would ask her if she would be willing to let a black man fuck her. she still kinda brush me off. So I would still bring it up but with no success. After a few months she asked me if I had still thoght about her fucking a bbc I responded that I never brought it up because I didn’t think she would. She surprised me by saying she was. thinking about it. zShe said there was a coworker that she was attracted to. Obviously this got me excited. To make a long story short, she was going to find an excuse to meet with him. We did, had some drinks and went to a motel. I was very suspicious when I watched her with him. Eventually he told me that he had been fucking my wife for the last three months. I was pissed but at the same time very turned on