I was a bdsm porn model while my boyfriend watched. Ask me anything!

[busty_girl69]

Just after uni, my boyfriend at the time and I were living in London and enjoying life. Being early 20s and living in London we were always pretty skint and never had any money. I worked in a bar and he was fair junior at an engineering firm neither of which paid much.
At uni I’d worked as a life model for a small art club to make a bit of extra money and thought I could do the same in London. While researching this I came across an advert for models for a bdsm site. It was paying 10 times what life model jobs were paying and didn’t involve sex or sexual contact with others so I applied. They replied and few weeks later I did the shoot. My boyfriend came along mainly for security but meant he had to watch what unfolded.

Ask me anything about the shoot, how it felt, how he felt etc. anything!

 

[s101m]

That sounds interesting… going from life modelling to porn seems a bit of a jump!
What did the shoot entail?
Did you not worry about people seeing you online?

 

[busty_girl69]

Hi,
Yea, it was a bit of a jump but I needed the money and as I wouldn’t be having sex with anyone I talked myself into it as being similar. It would just be me naked in front of a few people. It turns out it was very different to that though!

I was a bit worried people I knew would see. But it was going to be behind a pay wall. I’d requested there would be no free view clips and any preview photos wouldn’t show my face.
The company isn’t around anymore and although I’ve not looked very hard, I don’t think it’s online any more. I’m sure someone somewhere has a copy of the videos but nothing I can do about it. If someone I know has seen it. They’d have to admit to watching and paying for a fairly niche porn genre so doubt that would happen.

 

[s101m]

Hi,
Yea, it was a bit of a jump but I needed the money and as I wouldn’t be having sex with anyone I talked myself into it as being similar. It would just be me naked in front of a few people. It turns out it was very different to that though!

I was a bit worried people I knew would see. But it was going to be behind a pay wall. I’d requested there would be no free view clips and any preview photos wouldn’t show my face.
The company isn’t around anymore and although I’ve not looked very hard, I don’t think it’s online any more. I’m sure someone somewhere has a copy of the videos but nothing I can do about it. If someone I know has seen it. They’d have to admit to watching and paying for a fairly niche porn genre so doubt that would happen.

I guess that makes sense…
So what was the film shoot like?
What did your boyfriend make of you wanting to do it and having to watch?