Hi everyone! Was reading this community and thought I would share a story about my past that fits in perfectly. It's about an ex girlfriend of mine I used to be madly in love with.
Some context - Me and this girl were friends/best friends for years up to the time we eventually dated. I was crazy into her, and I could tell she felt the same. Only big issue at the time is that she had a boyfriend, and I never ventured into making a move at the time. I was a virgin, and obviously she wasn't. She used to talk to me (teasingly & sometimes seriously) about her and her boyfriend having sex. Having the hots for this girl, and picturing what she was telling me in my head, it used to drive me wild and I would masturbate to our conversations all the time.
She eventually breaks up with her boyfriend, and I already know that the two of us are going to date someday. I was excited to call her my girlfriend, and obviously to lose my virginity to her. Sure, I was speaking to other girls as well, but nothing ever seriously happened. This girl was always the one I wanted. The one I needed.
We enter what I would like to label a *pre-dating phase* extremely flirty, hanging around each other a lot, I even met her parents, wild. We still hadn't done anything sexual at this point, apart from making out. She told me she didn't want to rush into that aspect right away, due to her ex boyfriend being forceful at times (her words, not mine). So, I respected her decision and would never want her to feel uncomfortable.
During this phase, I found out she was speaking with this other dude. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, we were technically not even dating yet. She used to have this forum where you could ask each other anonymous questions (ask fm for all you oldies) This guy used to ask her questions on it all the time, and was ridiculously flirty with her. Which I'll admit, did make me crazy jealous, and I did actually bring him up to her. "He's just a friend, and he's a flirt with everyone" she explains.
I can't recall what the question was, but he made a suggestion that he had gone down on my ex at the time, whilst she apparently wasn't ready for anything sexual with me. Thought nothing of it. I was incredibly naive at the time. We used to have each others facebook passwords and I never used to check it, but the one time I did her chat was open with this dude, so I had to give it a scroll. Turns out, this friend was fucking her ever since she broke up with her ex boyfriend.
The messages shocked me. The guy was very aware of 'us' and used to enjoy the fact. On the messages in would read about him fucking my ex in the morning before we hung out together at night. Asking her if they could still fuck if the two of us ever got back together. Worst thing was, I remember seeing a love bite on her neck, thinking at the time it was from me because I was super unexperienced at the time. But it was from him.
I never actually confronted her about this, and eventually we did get together. For once reason or another, the relationship didn't work out, and we broke up just a month into the relationship. Despite me being crazy about this girl for years. Was it because she was secretly a bit of a slut? I'm not sure. We still never had sex, despite her fucking her friend for months.
Neither of us took the break up well, and I was the one to actually call things off. She called me a heart breaking prick. Although, I didn't intentional mean to hurt her, what happened next hit me hard. She ended up getting off with one of my friends at a house party we were both at, and sucking him off in the toilets. Making sure I found out about it. Even worse, she booked a spontaneous trip to Ibiza with her bestfriend. She sent me numerous pictures/videos throughout the weekend of her getting with other dudes. Opened every single one. Didn't reply to any and had to eventually block her because it was confusing me like crazy. We actually didn't speak for years after that. Not even an hello in the streets. It was a cold, and awkward aftermath.
I ended up regretting the break up, partially feeling guilty for hurting her, but I'd be lying if I felt like I wasn't salty about the fact I never actually fucked one of the biggest, hottest sluts I have ever met in my life. That girl was wild and she would have been an insane fuck.
Some context - Me and this girl were friends/best friends for years up to the time we eventually dated. I was crazy into her, and I could tell she felt the same. Only big issue at the time is that she had a boyfriend, and I never ventured into making a move at the time. I was a virgin, and obviously she wasn't. She used to talk to me (teasingly & sometimes seriously) about her and her boyfriend having sex. Having the hots for this girl, and picturing what she was telling me in my head, it used to drive me wild and I would masturbate to our conversations all the time.
She eventually breaks up with her boyfriend, and I already know that the two of us are going to date someday. I was excited to call her my girlfriend, and obviously to lose my virginity to her. Sure, I was speaking to other girls as well, but nothing ever seriously happened. This girl was always the one I wanted. The one I needed.
We enter what I would like to label a *pre-dating phase* extremely flirty, hanging around each other a lot, I even met her parents, wild. We still hadn't done anything sexual at this point, apart from making out. She told me she didn't want to rush into that aspect right away, due to her ex boyfriend being forceful at times (her words, not mine). So, I respected her decision and would never want her to feel uncomfortable.
During this phase, I found out she was speaking with this other dude. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, we were technically not even dating yet. She used to have this forum where you could ask each other anonymous questions (ask fm for all you oldies) This guy used to ask her questions on it all the time, and was ridiculously flirty with her. Which I'll admit, did make me crazy jealous, and I did actually bring him up to her. "He's just a friend, and he's a flirt with everyone" she explains.
I can't recall what the question was, but he made a suggestion that he had gone down on my ex at the time, whilst she apparently wasn't ready for anything sexual with me. Thought nothing of it. I was incredibly naive at the time. We used to have each others facebook passwords and I never used to check it, but the one time I did her chat was open with this dude, so I had to give it a scroll. Turns out, this friend was fucking her ever since she broke up with her ex boyfriend.
The messages shocked me. The guy was very aware of 'us' and used to enjoy the fact. On the messages in would read about him fucking my ex in the morning before we hung out together at night. Asking her if they could still fuck if the two of us ever got back together. Worst thing was, I remember seeing a love bite on her neck, thinking at the time it was from me because I was super unexperienced at the time. But it was from him.
I never actually confronted her about this, and eventually we did get together. For once reason or another, the relationship didn't work out, and we broke up just a month into the relationship. Despite me being crazy about this girl for years. Was it because she was secretly a bit of a slut? I'm not sure. We still never had sex, despite her fucking her friend for months.
Neither of us took the break up well, and I was the one to actually call things off. She called me a heart breaking prick. Although, I didn't intentional mean to hurt her, what happened next hit me hard. She ended up getting off with one of my friends at a house party we were both at, and sucking him off in the toilets. Making sure I found out about it. Even worse, she booked a spontaneous trip to Ibiza with her bestfriend. She sent me numerous pictures/videos throughout the weekend of her getting with other dudes. Opened every single one. Didn't reply to any and had to eventually block her because it was confusing me like crazy. We actually didn't speak for years after that. Not even an hello in the streets. It was a cold, and awkward aftermath.
I ended up regretting the break up, partially feeling guilty for hurting her, but I'd be lying if I felt like I wasn't salty about the fact I never actually fucked one of the biggest, hottest sluts I have ever met in my life. That girl was wild and she would have been an insane fuck.