I'm in an Asian style marriage and I don't love my husband and even kind of hate him. Sometimes Asian marriages aren't all about love. I have a lover that my husband doesn't know about. This kind of family-arranged marriage depresses me. I hate when my husband presses down on me and fucks me, so I get back at him by cheating on him.
A few years ago, my husband wanted to have children and I would secretly take birth control pills during that time. From the bottom of my heart, I didn't want to have a child with his genes. I felt a lot of pressure from my family during that time and luckily I met my lover. Every time I made love to my lover, I had an orgasm, probably because cheating doubled the pleasure.
I decided to escalate my revenge on my husband. I started refusing to have sex with my husband and frequently letting my lover fuck me. Eventually I became pregnant with my lover's child. On the day I confirmed my pregnancy, I let my husband fuck me. That was the only time it was pleasant to have sex with my husband.
Now I'm raising my lover's children with my husband.
Yes, I did this twice and I now have a son and a daughter. Each time I saw my husband's face when I was in labor, the thrill of revenge made me forget the physical pain.
A few years ago, my husband wanted to have children and I would secretly take birth control pills during that time. From the bottom of my heart, I didn't want to have a child with his genes. I felt a lot of pressure from my family during that time and luckily I met my lover. Every time I made love to my lover, I had an orgasm, probably because cheating doubled the pleasure.
I decided to escalate my revenge on my husband. I started refusing to have sex with my husband and frequently letting my lover fuck me. Eventually I became pregnant with my lover's child. On the day I confirmed my pregnancy, I let my husband fuck me. That was the only time it was pleasant to have sex with my husband.
Now I'm raising my lover's children with my husband.
Yes, I did this twice and I now have a son and a daughter. Each time I saw my husband's face when I was in labor, the thrill of revenge made me forget the physical pain.