European Milf intrigued by gangbangs, looking to explore fantasies

Hi! I am a European woman in my 30's and I have always been intrigued by getting seduced, pleasured and fucked by several strong, swole and buff (American) bros. I have carefully hidden this predilection and never really acted on it. Sometimes I think that I don't actually want to do it and it feels more comfortable in a way. However, when I masturbate, I look at the pics of these burly instagram influencers and I love imagining of being in a gym alone with them and getting fucked by a whole pack of muscle studs while they work out. Another idea I have is that I do a roadtrip across the USA and engage in single hook-ups or gangbangs with college frat bros, wrestlers, American football and rugby players or bodybuilders and maybe even cute, nerdy guys. I also like the thought of getting vaginally gangfisted by men. I do have to say that I have a bit of a muscle fetish.

I was wondering if there are any guys out here who are willing to explore a couple of fantasies for me and write or narrate me to a couple of massive orgasms. I would love to masturbate and cum to your words.