Developed this fetish due to my wife's health?

Deedsman

Male
My theory as to why I have a fetish is due to (in the early years of our relationship) experiencing loads of chronic pain due to a health condition she has.

I absolutely hated seeing her in pain. It devastates me. I started developing a fetish for her as a hotwife and I genuinely think a big factor could be that seeing her cuck me, takes her to the other side of that spectrum.

Seeing her experience that ultimate pleasure, more intense orgasms than she's ever had with me is my ultimate fantasy.

Her health is better now but these are just some thoughts.