This is Crystal Bachman, the woman who was once my College Sweetheart. (The image of this model is approximately what she looked like.)
She's gorgeous right? Intelligent, popular, accomplished, good looks, pretty face, body of a super model and so much sex appeal. She was the big-boobed, dark-haired, merciless ice queen of every man's sexual fantasy on that campus. She was known as the meanest but hottest and most entitled diva to ever walk the ground of the University.
You guys know me. I'm skinny, small, nervous, I get zero respect from my peers, I sweat, ******** myself when I have nervous breakdowns, and have a small penis. I look something like this young guy. I haven't changed at all since my sophomore year of high school.
You guys know my Older Brother, the handsome, tall, Alpha Dog with big muscles, luscious locks of golden hair, confidence, the president of a fraternity, and the captain of the UCLA Football Team (for anonymity's sake, we'll say we went to UCLA for the retelling of this story).

This was the guy who undermined my every move, my every attempt to achieve and build self confidence so that he could ride the wave of my emotional crumbling and failure onto a shore of adoring fans clapping at how his accomplishments shine so bright when compared to how I didn't measure up to him.

Let me explain, as this was his method. You see normally, I am well aware of the fact that JT can best me in all matters of mind games and manhood. I was always what people called book smart but never knew what to say to women to make them laugh or have a conversation. If I ever tried to crack a joke at someone's expense, it always came off like I was going too far. Whenever I tried to seem tough like my brother, people just laughed at me and said something like "Yeah, that's why yo brother fucked yo bitch in High School." This would usually be his best friend / football teammate LaShawn Carter who would help him bully me in high school.
So most of the time, I walked around him like a scared puppy. Still I hated him though. I swear he's not that impressive or good looking or cool but everyone definitely thinks he is - especially the ladies.
But being the master manipulator he is, JT knew exactly how to poke his metaphorical screwdriver into the right notches of my mind and push buttons to get me riled up. I would lose sight of all the memories of him humiliating me during fights / arguments or just stop caring because I was so angry. I'd begin to raise my voice as I threw a tantrum challenging him to whatever, riled up in emotion while he looked down at me like a patronizing parent does to a ...... that they know they can ruin.


In every fight, every contest or endeavor, every test of our comparative manhood, he had me by the balls. And as unfortunate as that is for me, it played out perfectly for him my sophomore year of college.
To Be Continued...

You guys know me. I'm skinny, small, nervous, I get zero respect from my peers, I sweat, ******** myself when I have nervous breakdowns, and have a small penis. I look something like this young guy. I haven't changed at all since my sophomore year of high school.

You guys know my Older Brother, the handsome, tall, Alpha Dog with big muscles, luscious locks of golden hair, confidence, the president of a fraternity, and the captain of the UCLA Football Team (for anonymity's sake, we'll say we went to UCLA for the retelling of this story).

This was the guy who undermined my every move, my every attempt to achieve and build self confidence so that he could ride the wave of my emotional crumbling and failure onto a shore of adoring fans clapping at how his accomplishments shine so bright when compared to how I didn't measure up to him.

Let me explain, as this was his method. You see normally, I am well aware of the fact that JT can best me in all matters of mind games and manhood. I was always what people called book smart but never knew what to say to women to make them laugh or have a conversation. If I ever tried to crack a joke at someone's expense, it always came off like I was going too far. Whenever I tried to seem tough like my brother, people just laughed at me and said something like "Yeah, that's why yo brother fucked yo bitch in High School." This would usually be his best friend / football teammate LaShawn Carter who would help him bully me in high school.
So most of the time, I walked around him like a scared puppy. Still I hated him though. I swear he's not that impressive or good looking or cool but everyone definitely thinks he is - especially the ladies.
But being the master manipulator he is, JT knew exactly how to poke his metaphorical screwdriver into the right notches of my mind and push buttons to get me riled up. I would lose sight of all the memories of him humiliating me during fights / arguments or just stop caring because I was so angry. I'd begin to raise my voice as I threw a tantrum challenging him to whatever, riled up in emotion while he looked down at me like a patronizing parent does to a ...... that they know they can ruin.


In every fight, every contest or endeavor, every test of our comparative manhood, he had me by the balls. And as unfortunate as that is for me, it played out perfectly for him my sophomore year of college.
To Be Continued...
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