Am i a cuckold if I like watching my wife have sex with women while they both humiliate me?

The reason why I'm asking this question is because I want to get an opinion from people that are into cuckolding.

Because I have been allowing my wife to have sex with women while I sit in a corner and watch as her and her Cuckcake humiliate me by calling me a pathetic loser and a pervert for watching them having sex together and for me begging her Cuckcake to released me from chasity so I can jerk off to them having sex.