No, I don't get it. But a loving relationship where I’m devoted to you alone, and you have complete freedom to explore? It thrills me! I can never take you for granted, and that will deepen my commitment to you. And we’ll always be together...
She did not say she did not want to.
She said she does not want the consequences that she is certain will be there if she does it.
Her flirtiness in the vids is suggestive.